Friday, October 31

sleep

ho sum ho sum..
wu,
ho sum i can sleep
goodnite.

i wanted to eat the table and sketches today
eat the place
eat myself

Tuesday, October 28

圈圈遊戲

以前曾玩過一個遊戲
就是畫兩個大圈圈,
然後把一個圈圈的左邊重疊著另一個圈圈的右邊
這樣子, 圖案上便有三個空間,
左邊和右邊是你和你朋友/喜歡的人屬於自己的空間
中間重疊的空間便是你和他共有的
然後各自各把自己喜愛的東西填上自己的空間,
然後把一同喜愛的東西填上重疊的空間
東西的範圍很大, 人物, 食物, 音樂, 電影, 生活習慣, 很多很多...

在未認識對方之前, 這是一個理性的分析
有時候, 你會發現原來你對對方的了解不多
無論是朋友或是已經在一起的情人
但當看到重疊的部份填滿了,
會很開心, 至少我會
因此我很喜愛這個圈圈遊戲
圈圈一畫上,
便可以不停上填上對方的愛惡
重疊的空間又填得很迫的
有這樣一個人嗎

Monday, October 27

Tv movie of pulp


Without you my life has become a
hangover without end.
A movie made for TV:
bad dialogue,bad acting, no interest.
Too long with no story & no sex.
Is it a kind of weaknessto miss someone so much?
To wish the day would go away?
Like you did yesterday.
Just like you did yesterday.
& I can't think of a way toget through this pain
To be happy again to make it all alright
& I know it must be bad
'cos sitting here right now,
all I know is I can't even think,
I can't even think of anything clever to say, to say
So I say why pretend any longer?
'Cos I need you here with me.
It's obvious that I miss you so much
so please say you're gonna stay.
So please say you're gonna stay.
So please say you're gonna stay.
The night is getting darkernow and there's nothing on TV
but I'll sit tight 'til morning light.
Yeah, I'll wait until the day.
Until the day that you say you're gonna


最愛這張大碟的封面的顏色, 她的姿態動作

上星期三的覺悟, 我今天終於可以寫出來-生活的重疊

黑色的心在沒有任何打擊的情況下,不知名的痛,痛得好像剛有人對我說了些傷人的話,但是什麼都沒有,就像受責罵過一樣,但是什麼都沒有,就像身邊沒有任何人,這確是什麼都沒有。於是在結他課之後去找電影,等待著sweet rain,於是我坐在電影院外的花圃前,為什麼坐在這兒? 為什麼人們都藏著傷痛活著? 我要去哪兒? 因為傷心前來,疲困的一個人在這兒,合著雙腳,彎著腰,托著腮坐在這兒對著電影百老匯中心的正門,一邊聆聽著秋天的音樂一邊閱讀著來來往往的人們,我藏著痛和大家在同一個空間活著,少女少男一起抽煙,小孩拖著媽媽的手由麥當奴走出來,一堆又一堆結伴的人走進影院購票,老人家圍繞著空地跑步,他們走著,我坐著,一起著實的生活著... 望著望著,10分鐘又10分鐘
前一刻我問自己正在幹什麼,生活為什麼,哭什麼,老生常談,每人都有自己一套,有人不停的向目標前進,有人但求生活安隱簡簡單單,有人因為音樂因為愛情.. .. 剛剛不存在的我,今天突然跑了出來告訴我,我的生活就是一層又一層重疊著的感覺,即使現實曾令我想死想哭想叫無奈不知所措,即使心曾濛上一層灰,但這一切都是我所獨有的,你永遠不能奪走我的感覺,我都奪不走你的,然而我們的生活就是時而各自各時而在交疊在一起的感覺的堆積,我有家人,有自己,有朋友,有我喜歡的歡欣和傷感,每天不同的事物,哪怕明天我心再灰,只要我接受了然後好好的享受著,傷痛都是我的,灰色是我的,煙塵是我的,這層灰濛濛的不知名的痛教我記得我仍在世上,我應該就是因為這一種又一種重疊的感覺去活,對於我的不快我接受了,一人一個故事,這刻的我,就是因為我的故事活著

Sunday, October 26

dream

3 blow and 4 invite and 5 sleep
i had weird dream

lovely dinner party, petting, pictionary and tv show.
of cos fm the luv of all of my frds,
this is the life.

Friday, October 24

wakaka

gwin: 2 females
daz : 1male 1 female
ken : 1 female
frankie: 1male 1 female
kat: 1 male 1 female
samuel: no reply
margaret: 2 females 1 male
summer: 1 female a male
kai: 3 males
cat: 2 males
novem: 3 males
ines: 1 female 2 males

Wednesday, October 22

sweet rain

go ar
go to sleep


sweet dream everyone.

Monday, October 20

兩個人的聖經

不要這種親吻的態度,
一切應當由love計起,
即使是一個擁抱,
一切應當由love計起,
朋友的,相戀的...
這麼寂寞得要死的遊戲,不願再看
酒醉是酒醉,遊戲是遊戲,
我/你/他/她想吻我/你/他/她
我/你/他/她會告訴我/你/他/她
"我喜歡你"
不要這樣啦, 不必這樣吧
然後或者可以相親相愛就如這樣:

我們兩個人 一見如故三言兩語千變萬化七情六慾一生一世也十全十美
然後兩個人 一言為定千辛萬苦三更半夜四海為家一無所有都愛一回
一間房一張床兩個人 一直睡一彈指一剎那一輩子不翼而飛海誓和山盟
我答應視死如歸海誓對山盟 我願意望穿秋水海誓愛山盟
我擁護愛情萬歲海誓怕山盟 我發誓永不後悔
最後兩個人 一廂情願一息尚存四大皆空兩人同心 一樣能做到兩全其美

Monday, October 13

媽媽

妹妹與個多月沒有見面的男友約會後回來
我在飯廳工作,妹在客廳休息,媽媽在房間享受按摩,
這位可愛的媽媽開始問問題:
媽(正躺在床上, 聲音又8又亮) : 點呀, 約會成點?
妹: 幾好呀
媽: 唔係呀, 好似唔開心咁既?
我:佢攰ja ma..
媽(繼續高聲的問問題) : 咁有無送禮物俾你呀?
妹:有呀! 有送呀
媽問我: 起碼都要有法國香水啦, 呵大家姐, 你話係咪!
妹: 都話有lor, 買左衫俾我
媽(望住我) : 唔係ma, 法國香水都要啦! 呵, 大家姐!
我: 買衫都得啦 (我唔識回應法國香水)(但我知道下次去法國要買香水俾媽媽)
媽: 跟住又問: 阿妹做咩今晚唔著裙呀?諗住你會著裙添
我:有無咁多野問呀,媽咪..(我開始笑)
妹: 佢話我咁樣好睇呀!
我: 唔一定要著裙既, 舒服就得啦
媽 (繼續問): 佢唔係送你上黎咩?
一邊享受按摩一邊問...
....
.......
大概十多分鐘的對話
她最後一個問題:
你地琴晚有無放好多臭屁呀?
我: 下?做咩無啦啦講臭屁ga? (我笑到傻左)
媽: 琴晚d蒜頭湯可以排毒ga!!!
妹: 唔係好多, 不過個肚好似細左
我: 同平時差唔多..
媽: 我就勁..... ...
哈哈...
由妹妹的約會講到放臭屁
大大聲的關懷
她是我細心又可愛的媽媽

Sunday, October 12

哈囉無得喂

盡量不以吃不到的葡萄是酸的心情接受現實
結果今年的哈囉喂派對取消
其實我真係好想去
仲有無人會去呀?


車, 唔驚ga..
唔好玩既,
扼人既...

早d瞓早d瞓

Saturday, October 11

why o why?

the purpose of sleeping is to dream
the purpose of dreaming is to sleep.

Thursday, October 9

趕鴨仔

everybody lights out!!!!!
go go go


謝謝趕鴨仔式的關心
go go go
pls sleep tight tonite
斯人都要睡覺

Tuesday, October 7

seasonal change

心情換季, 音樂換季
拿掉lykke li, portishead, 謝安琪
放進一系列old songs
everything but the girl
damien rice
pulp
keren ann
faye
devendra benhart
依然有 a girl called eddy
所有最愛歌
最近至愛播
where no endings end:
you and i, we both run with an unloaded gun
for the same piece of land where no endings end
but we can't change the world, no we can't change the world
it's been donw by someone long ago

Wednesday, October 1

不是james blunt的fans, 但這首歌好正

Did I disappoint you or let you down?Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.So I took what's mine by eternal right.Took your soul out into the night.It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.You touched my heart you touched my soul.You changed my life and all my goals.And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.I've kissed your lips and held your head.Shared your dreams and shared your bed.I know you well, I know your smell.I've been addicted to you.Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.I am a dreamer but when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.And as you move on, remember me,Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.I'd be the father of your child.I'd spend a lifetime with you.I know your fears and you know mine.We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you, I swear that's true.I cannot live without you.Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.And I still hold your hand in mine.In mine when I'm asleep.And I will bear my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.