Saturday, June 27

融雪之前

某夜你離開 某天你走來
某刻我明白 某種我的愛    
睡在夢境徘徊 世界停擺 只剩我存在    
看見風吹來 聽見雲散開
預見你的愛 遇見心雪白  
天地不慢不快 不好不壞 專心而澎湃    
不再費疑猜 不再害怕醒過來
不再有不安 有陽光就有黑暗   

Wednesday, June 24

o then b

WE WOULD SING AND DANCE AROUND
BECAUSE WE KNOW WE CAN´T BE FOUND

I´D LIKE TO BE UNDER THE SEA...

我們的並不是失望的旅行隊

憂傷、受苦、和悲慘,每一件事都必須不嚴肅地來看它,因為你越嚴肅,就越難走出它們。你越不嚴肅就越能夠……你可以唱著歌去經歷痛苦、經歷黑夜。如果一個人能夠唱著歌、跳著舞去經歷黑夜,那麼為什麼要不必要地折磨你自己?使這整個從這裡到這裡的旅程成為只是一件很美的、可以一笑置之的事。

最偉大的的蘇菲宗派師父之一美夫拉那賈拉路丁魯米(Mevlana Jalaluddin Rumi)有一個很美的陳述,他說:「來、來、不管你是誰,流浪漢、崇拜者、或是喜歡學習的人……都沒有關係我們的並不是失望的旅行隊來,即使你破壞了你的誓言一千次來、來、再來」

我們並不是絕望的旅行隊,而是一座喜悅、歌唱、跳舞、音樂、創造力、愛、和生命的廟宇。沒有關係,你或許曾經破壞所有的規則──行為的規則,道德的規則。事實上,任何有膽識的人都一定會破壞那些規則。我同意魯米所說的,他說:「來,即使你破壞了你的誓言一千次。」聰明的人一定會破壞他們的誓言很多次,因為生命繼續在改變,情況繼續在改變。而誓言是在壓力之下所說出來的──或許是對地獄的害怕,或是對天堂的貪婪,或是由於社會責任……它並不是來自你最內在的核心。當某樣東西來自你自己內在的本質,它從來不會被打破,但是這樣的話,它就不是誓言,它只是一個單純的現象,就好像呼吸一樣。來、來、再來!每一個人都是受歡迎的,沒有任何條件,你不需要滿足任何要求。這個時間已經來到了──需要一個大的革命來反對所有既定的宗教。世界上需要的是真實的宗教性,而不是更多的宗教──不需要再有印度教教徒,不需要再有基督徒,不需要再有回教徒,只需要純粹的宗教人士──對他們自己很尊敬的人。

我以感激之心去接待一切, 謝謝

Tuesday, June 23

let's remember

i/ Conditioning / It's time to take a look at your own reflection in the pond, and make a move to break out of whatever you have been conditioned by others to believe about yourself. Dance, run, jog, do gibberish - whatever is needed to wake up the sleeping lion within.

g/ Silence/ Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the depths of your own inner silence to the point where it meets the silence of the universe. There's nothing to do, nowhere to go, and the quality of your inner silence permeates everything you do. It might make some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind; seek out those who can resonate with your silence - or enjoy your aloneness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of your life.

n/ Integration / The image of integration is the unio mystica, the fusion of opposites. This is a time of communication between the previously experienced dualities of life. Rather than night opposing day, dark suppressing light, they work together to create a unified whole, turning endlessly one into the other, each containing in its deepest core the seed of the opposite.

We are the union of eagle and swan: male and female, fire and water, life and death. The card of integration is the symbol of self-creation, new life, and mystical union; otherwise known as alchemy.

v/ Transformation /This is a time for a deep let-go. Allow any pain, sorrow, or difficulty just to be there, accepting its "facticity." It is very much like the experience of Gautam Buddha when, after years of seeking, he finally gave up, knowing there was nothing more that he could do. That very night, he became enlightened. Transformation comes, like death, in its own time. And, like death, it takes you from one dimension into another.

i picked a card





工作到很累 累到很迷
講玩都無心情
於是抽一隻 看看
的確 我被過去的陰影誘拐
喂! here is here!!!!!!!!!!!!! 醒呀!


The past is no more and the future is not yet: both are unnecessarily moving in directions which don't exist. One used to exist, but no longer exists, and one has not even started to exist. The only right person is one who lives moment to moment, whose arrow is directed to the moment, who is always here and now; wherever he is, his whole consciousness, his whole being, is involved in the reality of here and in the reality of now. That's the only right direction. Only such a man can enter into the golden gate. The present is the golden gate. Here-now is the golden gate. ...And you can be in the present only if you are not ambitious--no accomplishment, no desire to achieve power, money, prestige, even enlightenment, because all ambition leads you into the future. Only a non-ambitious man can remain in the present. A man who wants to be in the present has not to think, has just to see and enter the gate. Experience will come, but experience has not to be premeditated.
Osho The Great Zen Master Ta Hui Chapter 37

Commentary:
As this figure moves across the stones, he steps lightly and non-seriously, and at the same time absolutely balanced and alert. Behind the swirling, ever-changing waters we can see the shapes of buildings; there appears to be a city in the background. The man is in the marketplace but at the same time outside of it, maintaining his balance and able to watch it from above. This card challenges us to move away from our preoccupations with other spaces and other times, and stay alert to what is happening in the here and now. Life is a great ocean in which you can play if you drop all your judgments, your preferences and the attachment to the details of your long-term plans. Be available to what comes your way, as it comes. And don't worry if you stumble or fall; just pick yourself up, dust yourself off, have a good laugh, and carry on.


Monday, June 22

in my life

There are places i'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends i still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life i've loved them all

Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more in my life i love you more

以前都是這個答案

儘管生活是有挫折但你總有辦法克服順利渡過
你遭遇過的挫折比一般人多
你曾經接觸過一些難相處的人沒道理的規定和不和諧的人際關係
你對愛情的態度就像太陽表面一般熱情高溫
當你被很多煩人的事困擾的時候
要不就是非常鎮定的靜觀其變
要不就是以領導者的姿態出現叫大家都閉嘴
你覺得一個人去看電影沒什麼大不了的
反而想不通為什麼有些人非要有人陪才肯去看電影
你感到自在不論是一個人獨處或處在人群當中
你對你的父母不很滿意但又無法改變他們
你會是個很好的情人
如果你能在萬人之中找到和你極為相配的人
不然的話你和戀人的關係總是不能持久或痛苦結束
你可能已經和一個你並不愛的人在一起太久了
生活就像在坐雲霄飛車一樣
你總是想盡辦法讓生活過得更加如你所願
你要不就是個運動迷,要不你就曾經嚐試過禁藥。

Tuesday, June 16

消磨緊


做到唔知自己去左邊

前面位男同事大大力打字 口頭蟬係shit

再前面位斯文女同事叫佢冷靜D

大家都做做做做到人都癲

不過我一邊做一邊期待

店名沒有更改 希望

一切大吉大利 lets rock!

Sunday, June 14

聲音

星期六的晚上我們三個人談到六四事件,我說因為六四20週年我才對六四認識多了,明年會與大家一起燭光晚會,對於不太認識的事情,我會不敢大大聲的說我支持我肯定,大家閒聊著, 友人阿強輕描淡寫的說了一聲: ‘有否想過你的出席會令你對事情認識更多呢? 況且我們的聚集只是為了要讓中國接受某個事實…’

然後今天我在的士上聽到討論有關正生書院的電台節目,主持人接到一位梅窩小學校長的來電,她長篇大論說著大家應該接受當地居民的反對聲音,然後主持人直接的問:‘那麼你支持正生在當地開辨嗎?’我立即想像到她的反應。她支吾以對:‘我會這樣告訴我的學生…他們應該這樣分析…’主持人再問:‘如果你的學生問你支持還是反對,請問你會答支持還是反對呢?’然後主持人hold住這個對話,去廣告,我則要下車…… 女校長似有還無地堅持自己所謂的立場帶大家遊花園,很可惜我不能繼續收聽主持人如何反應。然後我下車,一邊走一邊想,這個社會裡其實有多少人有自己真正的聲音和聽覺,我們從小到大學習取悅,學習服從,對於社會(都唔好講到國家咁遠)種種的聲音,我們除了人8我8的心態,其實茶餘飯後,有多少人真正付出支持和時間,雖然我不是基督徒,其實只要我們多一點關心和關懷,比支持某某歌手學唱他的歌更簡單,如果前因後果無從稽考,都絕無誰對誰錯,便心中來個肯定,chop個印仔: 撐‧定‧唔‧撐,然後再聽多點不同的聲音,正視一下問題。

對於正生書院事件,我明白當地居民的心情,但他們的野蠻咀臉,令我為這班有心戒毒的學生感到難過,這些無情情的吵吵鬧鬧是這班有心改過的小朋友要硬食的嗎?如果迪士尼進駐那個小校舍,梅窩的家長們又會怎樣?

一切看你如何定義

淡淡的一聲係啦傻左,你我他她她大家都傻過,難道我們現在再投入時間精神心思又不傻。什麼叫傻。我們都試過不同的傻。世界會變身邊的人都變,今次d傻唔同不表示今次無傻,如果相信時間可以證明傻唔傻,友人對著我哭泣佢傻唔傻,實情係依家個人大左,看你如何定義這個傻,又或者都無咩野可以叫傻或者唔傻。

醉左

還沒為你把紅豆熬成纏綿的傷口
我們一起顫抖會更明白甚麼是溫柔

Friday, June 12

state of mind

這下子又回到平靜, keep住告訴自己我不再是小孩, 可以繼續真但要分輕重, 可以忘我但要記得誰是自己, went along for searching the peace for my state of mind, 即使不可遠遊即使對著四壁, 要記住堅定記住恆心, 保持現在的心境


皆因上次希望有人看到我頸項上的某東西

Monday, June 8

定定地

又多一點的。每天相同的休息工作吃喝玩樂,填滿的時間表表示什麼,都不及安靜的躲在家中平靜地煮理一頓晚飯打掃一下地方和家人說說笑把我煮的都吃完那一種心滿意足,累不累?累呀,但光陰愈少,能給予的機會都愈少,當學會享受生活的每一點每一滴,把之前的我拉回來,回歸平靜繼續享受生活的定時定候,累不累都不再是大前提,大概都是我應該的。

Wednesday, June 3

hapi 0.5

let's just staylet's just stayi wanna lie in bed all daywe'll be laughing all the way