Sunday, December 28

還有一些

心靈於充實與空虛之間還有一點點隙縫,

<待續>

要自己快樂便會快樂
有咩唔得
只係你自己想唔想
有咩唔得先,你話係咪

Monday, December 22

so this is xmas

以為你會來
以為春天的花兒會開
但我看不見伸手都觸不到
就連沈積的, 小小的, 有顏色的... ...
我只發現身旁厚厚的大衣我唯有安靜的盼望冬天會過去你一定會到來

年頭的寫的,我再抄再用

Friday, December 19

afterall, merry xmas!


大家都真的很好十分快樂愛我煮的安排的
嘩哈哈pictionary我方反敗為勝!yeah!
高潮雞+陳ka lok真係mo duck ding
原來我要回到學生時候的我
煮的, 做的, 為大家舉行聖誕派對
不必醉, 簡單的笑笑叫叫嘈嘈嘈嘈
連人地都叫我地安靜d呀
我愛這樣現在的我和大家一起
merrrrrrrrrrrri XxmaaaaaaS
icar n honghong
casper,
chuchu,
zoemami,
mr &mrs hoho,
margaret
還有自己 =)
meri xmas

Tuesday, December 16

They're in the bar again doing some bonding

我們生在這地方
不是旨在興建漂亮的城堡嗎
當我們發現bonding不在,
還好啦, 緣份已逝
但不要破壞呀
難看的不是我失去時的痛苦
難看是大家美好的變得難看

Monday, December 15

樹看起來好像死了
我懷疑
是因為天氣?
因為冬天?
他看起來軟弱,就連抽進一口氣都不能
比剛生長的時候還軟弱
怎麼了?這麼悉心的照料
不要死好嗎?
如果我住進你的身體,
你會好起來嗎?

是不是找個合適的地方
可以再生長起來
但是
你的根就已經住在這裡
我搬不動
我又住不進
你還可以好起來嗎

Friday, December 12

這歌是給電影人的

誰明白你細心隱藏的悲哀
誰瞭解你褪色臉上的緬懷
你天衣無縫的瀟灑
心底的害怕慢慢滲出了蒼白
你苦苦地追求永恆生活卻顛簸 無常 遺憾
你傻傻地追求完美卻一直給誤會
給傷害 給放棄 給責備
何悲 何愛 何必去愁與苦何必笑
恨與愛人間不過是你寄身之處
銀河裏才是你靈魂的徜徉地
人間不過是你無形的夢
偶然留下的夢
塵世夢以身外身
做夢銀亮色的夢以身外身 做夢中夢

給不做電影的人都可以嗎

Thursday, December 11

點?

如果唔係重新開始
應該重邊樹開始
琴日前日10日前..
再唔開始, 幾時開始

遊樂場

記得前陣子看的電影choke裡頭, 媽媽告訴男孩, 我們不能看到每個遊樂場都停下來遊玩, 如果我看見的不再是一個遊樂場呢?

剛剛一起晚餐很有趣

Wednesday, December 10

有朋友跟倪震聯絡過,他目前不在香港,他需要時間思考去向。事發後倪震很不開心,情緒低落,但昨日已平復下來,現在他需要冷靜處理這件事。

低b
洗唔洗全部人幫你默禱呀笨

realize

ines 說:
pls leave the chaos
ines 說:
throw it away
peter說:
did u see my quote
ines 說:
keep yourself away
ines 說:
yes
peter 說:
微塵蘊藏宇宙, 要讓它甦醒, 必先超越生死.
peter說:
this is a spiritual thing
ines 說:
peter, are u afarid of possess anything
ines 說:
afraid*
peter說:
my energy is huge, i need to release it. i'm trying to pass thru life and death now. after that i will be fucking cool
peter說:
what do u mean by possess anything.pls give example.
ines 說:
like love
ines 說:
possession
ines 說:
like your life
peter說:
explain how am i afraid to possess
ines 說:
u dun want to lost
ines 說:
lose
peter 說:
i think so
ines 說:
i feel like i'm learning it now
ines 說:
to possess what i have
ines 說:
to make it belong to myself
ines 說:
it's hard
ines 說:
i realise
ines 說:
cos i am afraid to lose as well but at least i'm trying
peter說:
the things i care, they are psychologically very very heavy.it's not about possessing or losing. it's about hurting the heart.
ines 說:
i think the pt is,, let's not get hurt
peter說:
i said,一切乃是過程.this is the see-thru of possessing and losing.i don't mind losing, i mind losing when i believe in it, maybe.
ines 說:
instead of ignoring the possession or lost
ines 說:
exactly!
ines 說:
反而要學習protect自己唔好咁易受傷害
ines 說:
becos everythin comes n goes
ines 說:
how sad
ines 說:
omg
peter說:
難就難在這裡.my view is different from the world

ines 說:
learn to love
ines 說:
learn to accpet the comes n goes
peter說:
just fill urself with alot of ppl and get busythat's faster
peter說:
be selfish
peter說:
take what u want and go
ines 說:
no
ines 說:
this is not the way for me
ines 說:
i would not be scare if ppl go
ines 說:
i'm learning to be this way
ines 說:
WOULD NOT BE SCARE but ENjoy every bit and love ppl around me
ines 說:
this is the way for me
peter說:
it's a romance scenario
ines 說:
yes
ines 說:
i have to learn
ines 說:ar
want to cry
peter說:
take the things u want and don't believe in anything linked to expectation
ines 說:
no
ines 說:
no expectation
ines 說:
for all the things happening
ines 說:
not only take , i will give
peter說:
this is totally romance scenario
ines 說:
i will only believe i need to be a hapi one
ines 說:
yes
ines 說:
not romantic
ines 說:
nothing
ines 說:
i dun want to hurt anyone
ines 說:
not hurting myself
peter說:
exactly like the romance scenario i discribed. give love, happy with the moments, and no expectation, free to go
ines 說:
yes

Monday, December 8

dream a little dream of me

看著彈奏結他的
看著周慧敏叫著好慘好慘
晚飯電影甜品
融入生活中的生活
就是這樣簡單

o個個咁既倪震,
玩都唔係依家玩啦
真係要的佢出去打把

Friday, December 5

story

choke好正,除了不同層次和穿穿插插的sex scene,其實事情的發生往往都有一個起點,正如小男孩想起自己首次choke的時候,然後一直維持choking,長大了想起how when where with whom首次吃快餐然後變成sex addict,他一個人有兩個addicts,別人說萬事起頭難,就是這個道理,如果我們都刻服了首次的恐懼,一切便變得不再艱辛,正如愛說謊的人,愛感情遊戲的人,如果要再追溯addict的來源便試想想有各種addict前心裡是否曾受過傷害刺激,正如男孩的一生就是受母親影響,一切皆有因,因果之談,這是我最愛這電影的地方。另一個難忘的地方就是他和她的故事結果,無奈之極。

還有很多期待中的stories:
all about women
toyko
australia
the curious case of benjamin button
seven pounds
revolutionary road
changeling
reader


give me more give me more.....

Wednesday, December 3

hands up to the ceiling

Now I need that feeling
I'm reaching for that feeling
Hands up to the ceiling
And the rain came down on a cold, gray town
And I showed myself to them
And I went underground
Then I closed my eyes
And something passed me by I didn't even try
And I don't remember why
And now I need that feeling
I'm reaching for that feeling
Hands up to the ceiling
Hands up to the ceiling

dump the past

今天是12月3日, 我冷靜的給予自己一個新開始,調節自己的自信心system,不要再給自己標籤,好好看待這一切,沒關係沒必要的眼淚不會再流,讓一切慢慢重新來過,之於一切的愛,朋友的工作的我愛的家人的,最重要是之於自己的,度量衡,謝謝聰的說話,不能夠再把自己看小,不會給壞人乘虛而入,簡單的做自己愛微笑愛大叫愛和愛我的開開心心,唔該借過唔好阻住我