Monday, June 30

吃力

空氣著實的漂流著我們生存的氣息
但抓不住佇足停留只在一刻的人們
是不是像亮亮的話一樣

因為孤獨我們都把愛人的力量都躲藏起來

我喜看低頭專心的人,
讀書的, 演奏的, 繪圖的, 思考的,..種種,
更喜人們的投入感, 就是看見他們真正的存在平靜的時候,
我喜身邊有很多這樣的人給我看著.
最近我都專心的低著頭
但是卻工作不來,
心不平靜,
隱形的痛我望你承受得來,
記得我的擁抱嗎, 我實在不懂言喻,
如果空洞無奈是要來訪, 不要害怕他們,
嘻嘻哈哈又好, 讓眼睛下雨都好, 哪怕你忘記了自己是要感覺的,
我們看著你
你比我堅強卻比我更懂得自我活埋,
請, 不要積存著
繼續用你可愛的專心
只管愛, 真正的愛便好了,
這次都是心路和愛的証明.

with love.

Friday, June 27

南和亮亮

南: 我什麼都不能承諾
亮亮: 沒關係

Wednesday, June 25

carnival

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now
I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now
come on and love me now
Carnival came by my town today
bright lights from giantwheel
fall on the alleyways
and I'm hereby my door
waiting for you
I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now
I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now
come on and love me now I
hear sounds of lovers
barrel organs, mothers
I would like to take you
down there just to make you mine
in a merry-go-round
I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now

Monday, June 23

hang up

it is today.

Friday, June 20

情情塔塔音樂回憶錄(老套)

唱住不拖不欠和小學的初戀情人說再見
聽著熱愛beyond的sammi的苦戀在枕邊望與你相見
然後哭出眼淚你去西邊我在東邊
某年夏天西貢5座2b溫暖的被窩
蔡健雅記念大碟為我們記念每分每秒的溫暖快樂
接著是突如其來的大轉變
看上了木獨的彈住eric clapton的和我一起愛上koc的
以為是虔誠的點知負能量超多
之後不敢再找尋自己想聽的音樂
你聽什麼我聽什麼
分手的最初是falling slowly 和
電影the once令我哭走的不只是一個心
是要愛自己更多

Thursday, June 19

啊... ...

人啊 其實都是簡單的生命體
感情啊 是何等繁複累人的東西
人啊 與不同品種的感情交會
親人的 愛人的 過去的 工作上的 沒有發生的 不清晰的..
種種種種...
啊... ...
累啊


哈低b的

Tuesday, June 17

cage

多年後的今天我依然說著傻話,家人親友朋友同事點過頭的人路過的人大家,其實每天都會想起大家記掛大家的近況。有時候是給大家的話嚇怕,有時是自己大失敗,可以的話我願意抽出時間給予你們每一位一個抱抱,告訴你們你們都活得很好只是我不好,心情的空洞著實的追尋,不再依賴過去錯誤的與自己的生活方式。一下子不能反應過來我怕我又走入過去的小cage中,但是我真的分不清,是小鳥找著我來。還是自己想做隻小鳥。

Monday, June 16

pls

i am not a story teller but a help seeker.
could there be something else other than this.
i'm no longer 16. come on.

hatred.

Thursday, June 12

torn

if we can make love,
why couldn't we see love in it.

Tuesday, June 10

let go

party is over,
the last drink has been taken,
maybe there will be a celebration dinner,
it's time to be u,

have u eaten your breakfast,
how is the weather,
my room is full of silly posters,
the one fm you is still missing,

everything happens to me.
this is not the first time i sing this song.